Well my love, I can't help but wonder now if it would have been bad for me to be there. As grief stricken as I was when your chances of making it were relayed to me, I may have been more trouble than good.
Although many of the things I said needed to be done were eventually done, I may have gotten in the way. I just couldn't help it, wanted all three of you to make it safely, any less was not acceptable. Never before have I ever felt like that. I saw my world crumbling before my eyes and was sure that there was nothing that could stop it. The only things that kept pulling me back were Alisha, Jillian, and Julia, and a simple quote - "We were meant to feel this."....Many tears fell that night, some in grief, some in relief.
What we have, started as a dream, turned into a nightmare, but is now a dream once again. A dream we are making to come true.
On a high and can't come back down.