No one could ever be as lucky as I to have found you. Someone like you may only be found once in a lifetime and I am happy that I was able to find you. I will do everything to keep you and nothing to lose you.
The day and into the night of October 18th was hell to me. I can only imagine what it was like to you. I wanted to be there, to give you my hand, to let you know that I love you, to let you know that I would always be with you. But, everything caught us both by surprise and things couldn't be the way we wanted. However, that can't stop us from making things the way we want them in the future.
I know you will tend to feel guilty because of what I went through because of your caring nature. But, remember this, I love you, and if we had to go through it again, I would without a moments thought. As long as it was you I was going through it for. Over and over if need be. Only thing is, I would rather you don't have to go through anything like that again.
The beautiful twins.